One Goal Short – The Story of Billericay Town Football Club’s 2024/25 Promotion Race
CHAPTER ONE - THE SCENE-SETTER
The ancient
oak still stands sentinel in the corner of New Lodge, its branches stretching
over the same patch of Blunts Wall Road long before the ground was ever a
football pitch. Supporters file through the turnstiles in the same familiar
rhythm, having the same conversations with the same people week in, week out. It
is always the same, the comfort of a Saturday ritual in deepest Essex. Until it
isn’t.
Billericay
Town Football Club, founded in 1880, carry with them a history and a presence
that belie their non-league standing. Their story has spilled far beyond the
commuter belt, drawing attention and intrigue from across the English game. For
regulars here, though, it is not the headlines that are of interest, but
instead the walk down Blunts Wall Road, the sight of the oak, the smell of
fresh onions being loaded onto burgers, the first glimpse of blue shirts
warming up on the pitch.
This week,
though, something feels different. There is a buzz, a sharper edge to the
pre-match chatter. Everyone knows what is at stake, even if they cannot quite
put it into words yet. The faithful talk with the anticipation of characters
before a battle, knowing their club’s past, hoping for its future, bracing
themselves for whatever ninety minutes will bring.
To understand
why, you have to look beyond any single promotion race, even one dramatic
enough to capture national headlines. The same headlines once bore the name
Glenn Tamplin in the late 2010s, and long before that, the headlines that
celebrated Doug Young’s hat-trick at Wembley in 1979 to secure Billericay’s
third FA Vase in four years. Everyone in non-league knows Billericay. And the
story of last season’s promotion battle deserves to be told by those who lived
it.
“It’s a
sleeping giant,” said manager Gary McCann, seated in the boardroom beneath the
glint of silverware in the club’s trophy cabinet, the sound of children echoing
from the artificial pitch outside as Thursday night training began.
“I think it’s
a club that’s very much ready and geared and prepared for take-off,” McCann
continued. “It’s a club that feels like it’s playing a level or two under what
it really should be. It’s well supported, both on the terraces and in the
boardroom. It’s definitely a football club that’s very engaging and very
inclusive.”
Billericay
currently ply their trade in the seventh tier of English football in the
Isthmian Premier League. When McCann arrived in April 2023, the club had just
endured a flat return to the division following relegation in 2022. That season
ended in tenth, a mid-table finish reflecting a fanbase disillusioned by the
steady decline after Tamplin’s exit in 2019.
But stability
soon followed. Local businessmen Dave McCartney and Nick Hutt led a consortium
that steadied the ship post-Tamplin, and by the end of McCann’s first full
campaign, hope had returned. The Blues finished sixth, narrowly missing the
play-offs after a late-season wobble.
Ben Robinson,
former Head of Media and now Club Videographer, has been coming to New Lodge
for nine years. He shares in the sense of momentum.
“It’s been
hard going since the Tamplin era ended, and it felt like last season was a
turning point for the club,” he said. “It was our first competitive season
under the new owners, and it feels like everything has fallen into place nicely
now.”
Matchdays at
New Lodge follow a familiar rhythm. Supporters gather in The Crown on the High
Street. Others stroll through Lake Meadows past Georgian facades, stopping at
Greggs or a café. Some arrive ten minutes before kick-off, joining the snaking
queue up Blunts Wall Road, dodging tractors en route to the nearby farm.
Sarah Lane, a
regular since 1997, explains how her love for the club began. “I wanted to go
to West Ham but Dad wouldn’t take me as I was too young, so we went to a
Billericay game and have been going ever since!”
Her Saturday
ritual is set in stone: “Gym in the morning then round to my Mum and Dad’s for
a bacon roll before heading off to New Lodge.”
It’s these
routines and shared traditions that define the club – and non-league football
more broadly. Everyone is involved. Everyone celebrates. Everyone hurts. All
within the modest, yet impressive, 3,500-capacity stadium.
“It’s my
community,” said Supporters’ Society chair Rob Street, who first walked through
the New Lodge turnstiles in 1979. And that word, “community,” is what gives the
club its heartbeat.
New Lodge
rarely sleeps, and McCann agrees:
“(The club)
doesn’t just home in on the first team like a lot of non-league football clubs
do. They’re very much geared around making sure everyone feels part of it,
which very much attracted me to the position. We have women’s teams, we have
girls’ teams, we have disability teams, we have youth sections, we have walking
football, we have plenty going on here.”
Heading into
the final months of the 2024/25 season, Billericay was alive with hope,
tension, and everything in between. The Blues were in a three-horse race for
the Isthmian Premier League title, battling Horsham and Dartford for the
division’s sole automatic promotion spot.
Three damaging
home defeats in March had derailed the charge, a run McCann would later call
“pivotal in our disappointment.” But a remarkable turnaround followed: four
straight wins, including three in the league and a League Cup triumph, leaving
Billericay top heading into the final day.
But nothing
was guaranteed. Billericay, Horsham, and Dartford all sat on 84 points,
separated only by goal difference. The equation was simple – beat Cheshunt, a
side marooned in mid-table with nothing to play for, and promotion was likely.
Unless of course, Horsham thrashed Hashtag United. Dartford needed both rivals
to slip and to beat the notoriously tricky Carshalton Athletic.
The club
released 2,500 tickets for the final-day clash, and they sold out within days.
Requests flooded Facebook pages. Favour calls were made. Everyone wanted in. It
felt like old times again, like the wounds left by the past had finally begun
to heal.
When Saturday
26 April arrived, it felt like a full-circle moment. The town was ready.
Billericay Town were ninety minutes from the National League South.
CHAPTER
TWO - THE CHESHUNT GAME
The faces told
their own story long before kick-off. Some supporters wore the quiet optimism
of a season’s worth of graft, while many others carried the nerves that only
football can summon. On the touchline, Gary McCann and his coaching staff showed
little obvious emotion, but there was no hiding the stakes. Few could have
foreseen the scenario awaiting Billericay Town on the final day of the season,
and fewer still could have imagined what would unfold across the next two hours
on a sun-drenched April afternoon.
By 2pm, the
ground was already heaving. Blue and white balloons drifted across the pitch,
kids in shirts two sizes too big chased each other around the terraces, and the
Blunts Wall Road end was a wall of noise.
“Before the
game I was convinced we were going up,” admitted Street. “Although I wasn’t
going to say that to anyone.”
Inside the
boardroom, the Isthmian Premier League trophy gleamed on the table, alongside a
box of winners’ medals and a checklist for the afternoon’s celebrations. A DJ
was booked for the bar. Everything was set for the perfect promotion party.
When the
referee’s whistle blew, Billericay were champions – at least according to the
live table, which placed a bold ‘C’ beside their name. The terraces erupted
into familiar choruses: “Come on Ricay” to the tune of Auld Lang Syne, and
“Every Saturday we follow…,” their own take on the ‘Allez Allez Allez’ chant
now ingrained in English football culture.
The first ten
minutes were tense and cagey, as expected for such a high-profile encounter.
And then the drama began, not just in Essex, but in Kent and Sussex too.
3:11pm. Two
extraordinary minutes saw all three title challengers concede, a unique
scenario that actually benefitted the Blues – they’d be champions if this were
how it finished. In Billericay’s case, a set-piece delivery deflected into
their own net off defender Tommy Davis. An optimistic roar went up from behind
the goal. Plenty of time left.
3:15pm.
Disaster. A high, hanging cross from the Cheshunt left was destined for
Billericay goalkeeper Sam Donkin’s gloves, until Cheshunt forward Kenny Coker
clattered into him. Everyone expected the referee to blow for a foul.
He didn’t.
The ball
spilled loose, and amid the scramble, Cheshunt defender Dequane
Wilson-Braithwaite poked it home. The pocket of travelling fans behind the goal
celebrated. The rest of New Lodge fell silent.
“Going down
2-0 early doors was a bitter blow,” recalled steward Andy Butt, now into his
50th season watching his hometown club.
“I was
constantly checking my phone for score updates,” said Robinson, who was filming
the game in the gantry above the West Stand. “The atmosphere was still one of
the best I’ve seen, but I didn’t trust Hashtag to do us a favour.”
And Robinson’s
suspicions were correct, as moments later, Horsham equalised. By 3:30pm, they
had taken the lead.
3:44pm. Hope.
A lofted ball into the area was met by Billericay striker Frankie Merrifield,
who rose above his marker to nod the ball past Cheshunt keeper R’avan
Constable. Three thousand Blues erupted.
Dartford
conceded again as the half ended, effectively ending their challenge. Horsham
missed a penalty. The margins were razor thin.
Half-time
brought a pause but not calm. “I was so nervous… before the game and up to the
final whistle,” admitted Lane. “Half of it I spent on Football Web Pages
checking the other scores.”
McCann made
his move at the interval, introducing forward Decarrey Sheriff for midfielder
Ben Steward, switching to 4-2-4.
All-out attack.
Billericay
flew out the blocks, and a fast start was swiftly rewarded just four minutes
into the second half, when captain Matt Johnson smashed the ball home from a
corner. 2-2. One more goal, and Billericay would be top of the league once
more.
4:18pm. The
change paid off – Sheriff burst onto a long ball, drew the keeper, and lofted
it into the empty net. Drinks flew, the bench emptied onto the pitch, bodies
piled on top of each other. New Lodge was carnage.
“When we went
top briefly, I was ecstatic,” recalled supporter Ben Morris, who had made the
trip down from Yorkshire in hope of seeing his boyhood side get over the line.
But the joy
was fleeting. Within a minute, Horsham struck again, moving 3-1 ahead.
Billericay clung to top spot only on goals scored, and eyes were glued to
phones once again.
Then came the
moment that will haunt Billericay supporters for years to come. Merrifield was
hauled down in the box, winning a penalty. Sheriff placed the ball with
promotion resting on his right foot.
He struck it
well, high to the left, but Constable guessed right and saved. A faint cheer
went up from the 20 Cheshunt fans behind the opposite goal.
That proved to
be the turning point, as within five minutes, Horsham were 5-1 up in Sussex.
Billericay needed two more goals with less than twenty minutes on the clock. A
groan swept through the crowd when news broke of a second Horsham penalty –
only for it to turn into a cheer when word came through that it had been
missed.
“Looking back
now,” said Morris, “the main feeling is regret knowing we had it in our hands
and lost it.”
But as the
clock ticked on, the noise subsided to a murmur once again, punctuated by the
occasional shout of encouragement from the die-hards.
4:52pm. NINE
added minutes at New Lodge. One final roar from behind the goal. Surely not
another twist?
4:58pm. An
almighty scramble in the Cheshunt area as the Blues threw everything at it. The
ball somehow trickled over the keeper and in. 17-year-old Charlie Panton got
the final touch, and suddenly they were back within one. The full-time whistle
sounded at Horsham; they’d done their bit. Dartford had lost 4-1, their focus
now moving to the play-offs.
The ground
came alive again. 3,000 emotionally drained supporters gave it one last hurrah.
One goal would win the title for Billericay.
Donkin
abandoned his goal to join the attacks, his lime-green shirt standing out as he
hurled himself at every cross and corner along with his ten brothers in blue.
Corner, cleared. Cross, cleared. All eyes on the referee. The clock ticked over
the 100-minute mark.
It had gone
5pm when Billericay full-back Bradley Williams flew into the area and fizzed a
low cross to the back post. Sheriff threw everything at it, the title on his
toe. Blocked on the line. Corner.
The last
corner was cleared. Full-time. Horsham had won the Isthmian Premier League by a
single goal.
“When we
finished one goal short,” said Street, “I thought we had lost our chance and
the play-offs would be painful.”
Silence fell
over New Lodge. Players dropped to the turf, some in tears. Supporters flocked
to the exits, questioning what on earth had just happened.
“Emotionally,
it was one of the most draining moments in my career,” McCann later reflected.
“I had players out on the pitch in tears… I remember driving home and it was
like someone had clicked their fingers – I drove in overdrive, just completely
lost in the moment.”
And yet, the
silence didn’t last long. Applause began to ripple, building into a standing
ovation. The Blue Army acknowledged the herculean effort from their troops. In
a moment of such despair and pain, it was the most united the club had been for
many a year.
Club PA Paul
Jennings has been a New Lodge regular for decades, and despite the
bitter disappointment of that April afternoon, he was in a reflective mood: “We
didn’t lose the league that day,” he argued. “We lost it in March, when we had
a disastrous run of home form.”
By dusk, the
balloons were down and the gates shut. The league title had slipped away, but
something else had been rekindled: belief.
All eyes were
now fixed on Wednesday night’s play-off semi-final at home to Dover Athletic. A
second chance.
CHAPTER
THREE - THE DOVER GAME
The four days between Saturday 26 April and Wednesday 30 April felt like
an eternity for Billericay supporters. Time seemed to stretch in that strange
void, part hangover from the heartbreak of Cheshunt, part nervous anticipation.
There was still a route to promotion, but it would have to be taken the hard
way, through the pressure cooker of the play-offs.
Dover Athletic stood in the way. Once runaway leaders, they had stumbled
badly through winter before clinging to a play-off place on the final day. The
Blues had home advantage, and they had beaten them earlier in the season.
“We were able to get them in for a Monday night session,” McCann
recalled. “We had a longer meeting than usual, to address the season and the
disappointment of Saturday, but most importantly, to get the players
re-aligned. There was a flatness when everyone turned up, for sure, but I made
sure that by the moment they walked out the changing room there was a bubbly
feel. It was still a work in motion, but we still had a brilliant opportunity
to be promoted.”
Tickets sold out days in advance. Segregation was in place; 400 Dover
fans were making the 84-mile trip for a Wednesday night under the bright Essex
lights. The queues at the turnstiles felt familiar, the air charged with the
same blend of optimism and anxiety as four days earlier.
“Oh no, not again!” joked Butt, remembering past play-off heartbreak –
Billericay had never been successful in the play-offs.
“Personally, I think both the league champions and runners-up should be
promoted,” Butt continued, “but others like the jeopardy.”
The terraces were already humming when the teams emerged for the
warm-up. This time, the Blunts Wall Road end, previously a sea of blue on
Saturday, was packed with Dover’s white shirts. The London Road end brimmed
with locals craning for a view. Sixteen lads, a lump of leather, and the town’s
hopes all in the same place again.
By kick-off, 2,857 spectators were inside New Lodge. Many more watched
via a paid livestream. McCann knew the contrast between the two sides’ mindsets
could matter.
“I thought we played against a team that had the elation and highs of
making the play-offs,” McCann said. “And they were playing against a team that
had the disappointment and dejection of not getting over the line. But we
levelled up very quickly and definitely showed our mettle.”
The match began cautiously, both sides testing each other without
overcommitting. The first half was cagey, filled with half-chances that sparked
noise but never truly threatened either keeper. Tension replaced spectacle, as
every turnover drew groans and every loose ball brought a half-step forward
from the stands.
If the first half had been about holding ground, the second was about
searching for a break. Dover had a scramble hooked off the line by Blues
skipper Matt Johnson, while at the other end Tommy Davis thundered a header
against the crossbar with minutes left in normal time.
It felt increasingly like the night would turn on one mistake or a
moment of brilliance – or perhaps both. The three shrills of the referee’s
whistle brought extra time: goalless after 90 minutes.
“I think a lot of credit needs to go to the changing room,” McCann said.
“On the back of such disappointment, for the way they came back.”
Elsewhere, drama was unfolding in the other semi-final, as news filtered
through that Dartford had scored a stoppage-time equaliser against Cray Valley
PM to force extra time. Billericay were desperate to avoid similar chaos.
Five minutes into extra time, it felt like a prayer had been answered.
Striker Femi Akinwande’s shot cannoned off the post, rebounded off Dover keeper
Mitch Walker’s back, and trickled agonisingly over the line.
From the far end, there was a moment’s hesitation before the realisation
hit, then the roar was volcanic. 2,400 fans released the tension and
frustration that had built not just over the past two hours, but across the
last four days, the last nine months, the last three long years. A goal forged
from persistence and a slice of fortune; it handed the Blues the edge they had
been chasing.
But football’s oldest cliché proved true: you’re most vulnerable just
after you’ve scored. Less than 60 seconds after the restart, Billericay
midfielder Jack Paxman conceded a cheap free kick. Dover’s Alfie Matthews
stepped up, curled it past the wall and Sam Donkin, and wheeled away towards
the travelling fans. The sudden swing, from elation to devastation, mirrored
the Cheshunt game all too closely.
The final 20 minutes of extra time were agony. Every clearance was
cheered like a goal, every pass greeted with audible pressure if it went
astray. Players looked drained, heavy-legged, their decision-making slowed by
fatigue. Phones beeped with alerts from elsewhere – Dartford were through to
the play-off final after staging a remarkable comeback on the other side of the
QEII Bridge.
And then, with 119 minutes gone, Dover won another free kick as Tyrell
Miller-Rodney hauled down his man 25 yards from goal. It was soft, particularly
as Billericay were denied what looked like a stonewall free kick a mere 30
seconds earlier for a shirt pull on winger Ashley Nzala.
Matthews placed the ball once more, the stadium holding its breath,
every heartbeat in sync with the fading hope of a penalty shootout; a final
lottery, if nothing else.
From three sides of New Lodge, Blues supporters spotted the problem
immediately. The wall wasn’t set right. Billericay goalkeeping coach James
Smith was on his feet in the dugout, waving his arms like a man possessed,
desperate to catch his number one’s eye but powerless from 50 yards away.
Donkin had gambled on Matthews curling the free kick towards the
goalkeeper’s side. Instead, Dover’s number eight whipped it around the wall,
the ball skidding inside the near post and taking with it Donkin – and
Billericay’s season.
The Dover end erupted; the home end was struck mute. There was barely
time for a restart before the final whistle cut through the evening air.
2-1 Dover. Game over. Season over.
CHAPTER FOUR - THE RESPONSE
On the walk back up Blunts Wall Road, Andy Butt kept his head down.
Behind him, the glow from the New Lodge floodlights still hung in the night
air, but the noise had long since faded. Dover’s players were in the dressing
room, celebrating a play-off win they had snatched in extra time. Billericay’s
season – nine months of relentless pursuit – was over.
“It was a lonely walk back to the car at the end of a long day and a
long, long season,” Butt said. “I never gave up hope, but the footballing gods
didn’t look kindly on us that night.”
Ben Robinson packed up his camera and headed for the exit gates. For
him, the manner of the defeat was familiar. “Frustrating, but not surprising
given how play-off games usually go when there’s a big underdog with no
pressure,” he said. “I definitely thought we were good enough to get promoted…
The way we lost was also painful.”
Supporters hundreds of miles away felt it too. Ben Morris watched the
stream from Yorkshire, unable to get back to Essex for the game. He admitted he
was “annoyed” but strangely accepting. “On the day we didn’t do enough to win,”
he said. “It was much easier to take than the final day of the regular season.”
Others couldn’t shake it. Paul Jennings described it as the hardest he’d
been hit by a result in years. Sarah Lane simply called it “gutting… to come so
close and fall at the final hurdle was tough to take.”
While those on the terraces quietly crept away from New Lodge, those in
the dressing room were left confronting the physical and emotional wounds of
nine months of graft ending on a disputed free kick.
Defender Tommy Davis, 22, had battled through injury to be fit for the
final couple of games. He spoke with the composure of someone years older.
“Of course, it’s tough mentally to deal with the Cheshunt and Dover
games,” he said. “But at the end of the day, there are a lot worse moments
going on in the world… There’s nothing we can do about it now. It’s just time
to try to win the league next year.”
For manager Gary McCann, the days after Dover were unlike anything he
had experienced in his decades in non-league football.
“I don’t think I’ve ever had a couple of weeks like it,” he recalled. “I
took four or five days where I didn’t even look at my phone. I just completely
detached myself from the football world… Football felt like the devil.”
McCann’s phone didn’t sleep. Messages poured in – from players,
supporters, ex-players, even former chairmen. “It was overwhelming,” McCann
said. “But I was just in that place where the disappointment of the Saturday
and the Wednesday had compounded a mindset that was on the floor.”
He hadn’t spoken to the board, but in his head, McCann was already
deciding what needed to happen. “I had another year on my contract, but we did
have a break in there – so the club could’ve parted ways, and I could’ve parted
ways,” he said.
That Friday, McCann spoke with co-owner Alex Morrissey. They met again on Sunday. “The
club wanted to act. It needed to act. It wanted to see that I was prepared to
act and move the club forward. It wasn’t ready to just stand still.”
Looking back, McCann believes he can pinpoint where the title slipped
away. “To lose the title by one goal is pretty hard to take,” he said. “If
there are three moments that truly stand out… it was those three back-to-back
home games against Chichester, Wingate & Cray.”
Those defeats ended a 12-month unbeaten home run in the league. “And
that was the wrong time. Without question, the timing was crap,” McCann
continued. “In all three games, if we’d turned any of them into draws, it
would’ve been enough.”
The squad had come under fire from the expectant fanbase at various
points throughout the season, but that noise grew louder during the torrid
spring run. McCann acknowledged it:
“It was the most noise and criticism we received over the course of the
season – and rightly so,” the Blues boss said. “But our home form had been so
good prior… It was very hard to criticise the changing room.”
The consensus was clear: the team had been good, but not quite good enough.
Perhaps the hardest aspect of such heartache is finding the willpower to
mentally realign, something often unseen outside the game. With the club just
hours out from the most significant defeat in recent history, the focus inside
New Lodge shifted to 2025/26. A third chance. While so many were still
wallowing in the disappointment of those four days in April, McCann and his
staff got to work.
Swift decisions were made. Half the squad would be retained. The rest of
the summer would be about finding players to, in McCann’s words, “hit the
ground running and be ready for what’s required to wear a Billericay shirt.”
McCann was after marquee signings – and he got them. Sixteen days after
Dover, in came Liam Nash, a prolific goalscorer from the National League South.
He was swiftly joined by further additions from England’s sixth tier: Ryan
Scott from Hornchurch, Ryan Blackman and Jazzi Barnum-Bobb from Chelmsford,
Alfie Cerulli from Hemel Hempstead. Players were actively leaving higher
divisions to join McCann’s Billericay.
Add to that Chatham Town captain Jack Evans, 6’6” midfield anchor Tyrese
Owen, and electric winger Troy Howard, and Billericay had rebuilt before
pre-season even began. Many rivals were yet to make a single signing.
“I think our recruitment has been exactly where I wanted it to be,”
McCann said. “I’m really happy with what we’ve assembled, and we’re ready to
attack that third year and try and gain promotion.”
The squad will be leaner – 18 or 19 players instead of 22 or 23 – but
McCann believes that means more unity, more minutes for everyone, and fewer
passengers throughout the squad.
The message is simple: in it together. The new mantra has littered
social media pages and promotional posts throughout the summer. Players, fans,
board, united in pursuit of the National League South.
CHAPTER
FIVE - THE FUTURE
The wounds of the
spring have not healed. They may never truly heal. At Billericay Town, the
scars of a promotion bid that fell agonisingly short remain visible in the
silences, in the flinch when the final day is mentioned, in the nervous
hesitations whenever hope is voiced too loudly.
Yet football,
as ever, has its way of rolling forward. Sixty-nine days after that fateful
night in April, a couple of hundred Blues supporters filtered back down Blunts
Wall Road, heading for New Lodge once again. The sun was out on an early July
evening, and the opposition was modest: Hutton, their ground-sharing
neighbours, three divisions below. The occasion scarcely mattered, an opening
pre-season game littered with trialists and youth players. What mattered was
that football was back, and so were the rituals.
At the
turnstiles and in the stands, the choreography was familiar. Ben Robinson
arrived first, lugging a bag of camera equipment, spare SD cards, and freshly
charged microphones. In the gantry, Paul Jennings prepared the tannoy, armed with a pre-match playlist and a team sheet.
Out by the
tunnel, steward Andy Butt adjusted his stopwatch, while Rob Street took his
customary position in the main stand. Football, at this level, resets itself
not through grand gestures but through quiet repetition.
If last season
was defined by heartbreak, this one opens with expectation. The bookmakers list
Billericay as favourites. For some, that status feels like a millstone, for
others, a badge of respect.
Robinson sits
somewhere between the two. “It hasn’t changed my love for the club,” he says
with a shrug, “but it’s definitely made me more optimistic. We’re once again
looked at as the favourites, and that’s not a bad place to be.”
Optimism runs
strong in the fanbase. Lifelong fan Ben Morris admits he’s “supremely
confident,” before correcting himself, wary of tempting fate: “I don’t want to
be too confident, but it feels like we’re building something special. It might
finally be our season.”
Jennings, the
voice over the PA, is blunter. “Very,” he says when asked how confident he
feels. “We should win the league with the squad we have. But football is never
that simple, is it?”
Butt, five
decades a supporter and now a fixture in his steward’s polo shirt, is less
bullish. “We’re going to be the team everyone else wants to beat,” he warns.
“On paper the close-season signings seem strong, but will they deliver? I’m
hoping for an over-the-moon end, but I fear another sick-as-a-parrot
conclusion. Prove me wrong. I’m 100% behind Gary, his team, and his players.”
In truth, what
unites them all is not blind belief but an unshakable attachment. Morris likens
it to a family. “It offers an escape from the struggles of life,” he says.
“Once you enter the ground, nothing else matters other than getting three
points.” Jennings goes further: “After my family and friends, it’s the most
important thing in my life.”
Butt,
reflecting on half a century of loyalty, puts it in perspective. “Football is
my big release from other things,” he explains. “The diary is arranged around
the fixtures when they come out in July. It’s come a long way from standing in
a field behind a rope back in the 1970s. But I cannot forget where it started
for me and others. That’s what keeps you here.”
Among the
players, there is no room for romance. The talk is sharper, and the goals are
clearer.
Centre-half Tommy
Davis has no appetite for caveats. “All I care about this year is winning the
league, that’s it,” he says. “Of course I care about my own performances, but
when the season’s over, all I want is the trophy and promotion.”
The memory of
falling short by a single goal still gnaws. “We finished on a real low,” Davis
admits. “But as a collective it’s added fuel for the boys who stayed, and it’s
made the new additions want to fulfil the success we set out for last season.”
One of the new
additions is winger Troy Howard, who made the move north of the Thames from
Kent side Sittingbourne. The 23-year-old tricky wide man explained what brought
him to New Lodge.
“The fanbase
and the project brought me here,” he said. “The set-up is the best I’ve had so
far, very professional. The boys have welcomed me well. I’ll bring pace,
directness, togetherness, quality.”
And Howard is
aiming high in his first season in Essex: “I’ve set myself the goal of 30
contributions and a league title.”
If Davis
speaks with steel, Howard speaks with spark. Both voices reflect a dressing
room stripped of excuses. There’s no more second chances now, everyone at the
club knows what this season must bring.
In the
boardroom, Gary McCann weighs every word carefully. He has now managed 107
competitive games for Billericay, enough to earn the goodwill of supporters,
but goodwill does not equate to glory. He knows it. They know it.
“The
highlights and the proudest moments,” he says, “are still to come. I was
brought into this football club to deliver a promotion, and anything else
doesn’t really come close. I don’t think anything else truly will suffice.”
He allows
himself a moment of reflection. “There’s been a huge amount of progression, on
and off the pitch. The satisfaction I take is that this club is more connected
and more together than it’s been in eight, ten, twelve years. And I think that
comes from the football pitch, from the changing room, from the management
office. We’ve all played our part in that.”
And so, the
club marches on. With cameras charged, bacon rolls eaten, stopwatches strapped
on, microphones tested. With nerves and excitement and the weight of
expectation pressing across the terraces, Billericay are ready to return to
action and chase that elusive promotion once more.
The pain of
last year still lingers. The mockery on social media still bubbles. But the
faith, the rituals, the community, they’ll remain forever at New Lodge.
For Davis and
Howard, for Robinson and Lane and Morris and Jennings and Butt and Street, and
for the hundreds who call New Lodge home on a Saturday afternoon, the target is
unambiguous. Not to survive. Not to compete. But to win. To deliver the one
moment that has eluded them for the last three seasons.
And then
there’s McCann. Humble enough to admit that, for all the strides made, he
doesn’t yet believe he can claim a true highlight until the job is finished,
until promotion is secured.
The Billericay
boss is ready. He doesn’t flinch when the question of pressure arises.
“The highs and
the proud moments, I’d like to think, will come in year three,” he says,
already daring to look ahead.
“We’re very
much geared up to maybe having this conversation in eight, ten months’ time,
where I can say: There’s my proud moment. There’s my highlight. I’ve delivered
what I’ve been brought in to do. That’s the focus. That’s the mindset.”
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